There's a job in which I work with children after school hours, well, they had this faculty event today for all staff and faculty, so, I decided to attend. While attending I found myself searching for my ex who is an IT for a school, I assumed he would be there. Every minute or so, I would look for him, I was getting disgusted with myself, because I didn't want to stop until I saw him. Eventually, I forced myself to stop and just enjoy the conference I was attending. Then, in an instance, I just decided to look right, well there he was, he didn't notice me. He was walking down the steps of the auditorium to leave, he was smiling, wearing his same blue flannel that he got from American eagle, the same shirt I had torn off of him multiple afternoons.
My eyes followed him until he was no longer there, it hurt me so much, I felt like crying. Tears are rolling down my face as I type, I'm not over him and it SUCKS!
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