Day ..1

G-DRAGON - 삐딱하게(CROOKED) M/V

I was supposed to go to the gym today, technically I still have time; however, I did do something really productive other than working out. Today, I went to my college, well let me start from the beginning...

Never have I been a good student, the only time I actually took school seriously was when I met my ex. As much as I can't stand who I became while with him, because of his influence, I do like how much he pushed me to become more into school. School was always a fear I faced, being the first one to truly go to college in my immediate family, it was extremely difficult; I had no idea what classes to take. Meeting him had many cons on my life, but the pros were HUGE, his insults led me to be more into school. I strived to shove it in his face, I strived to show him who I am, I was never stupid, and I always knew that, I know that. Not to brag, but my intelligence is pretty good, book-smart wise.

When I met him, my grades were taken more seriously, I felt as if he started to hate me more for it. I never took it seriously, but when I did, he started pushing me farther away. He started downgrading me in other ways, such as financially. Later in our relationship, I got a better job, kind of in his field but not really, he is an IT so he has a profession. I got a job working for the "after school program" in Oxnard, California. It pays well, then I was actually able to spend money on him, thinking he would like it, he started calling my financially unstable, that was a lie, he is a hater.

Back to my school life, my grades are EXCELLENT now, I actually got an 'A' in College Algebra. An 'A' is extremely difficult for some, most, I never got 'As' in my beginning years. Getting an 'A' is really just putting everything you're asked to do and doing it and remembering it for the tests. Well, I got an 'A', the class was needed in order to take my other classes in order to enroll in the X-Ray Technician program at Moorpark College. I tried signing up for Anatomy, but the registering system kept saying I didn't have the prerequisites.

After meeting up with my counselor, it turns out I have the prerequisites and that I'm only 3 classes away from my Associates in Natural Sciences.

I feel AMAZING! I am legit. HAH!

P.S. Comment something you're proud of, I'm interested.

Day ...

Still, completely and utterly heartbroken, but things are looking up. There's an online game I like to play, called "Dota," it's extremely fun and lately devasting.... because I keep losing. Anyways I play, my ex plays it also, I can't bring myself to delete him as a friend on it. A bit of me is holding him and seeing him on my friends' list eases the pain. I know I need to delete him on it, I know, but I can't help but be satisfied seeing him there, I am disgusted by the way I feel about him.

However, I have not visited his facebook page in awhile, that is a HUGE accomplishment. Also, yesterday I had a date with me and my daughter. I have mentioned before that I have a daughter, she is a canine. I would post a picture, thoughI am still quite shy about my face being on the world wide web. We went to the Ventura Harbor, she's never been there, we had a blast. We walked around, caught Pokemon, it was fun!

Korean music seems to be the only thing keeping me sane lately. 

There is an artist, his names "G-Dragon" HE IS FREAKEN GORGEOUS! 

LOOK AT HIM!

G-Dragon

This artist is freaken amazing! I can't help but be mesmerized by how gorgeous this guy is. My biggest weak spot for races is Korean men, they're my favorite kind of race in a man. I'm not racist, but Korean men are my top fave. I always loved Korean movies, I need to start watching the dramas.

I should sleep now. Peace Zoot!