Moment

For three weeks I was in heaven hanging out with a guy, he was everything I was looking for in a guy. Well not exactly, but he was down to go places.

Well, yesterday he decided our fling was over, even though yesterday we were having a blast at a Spanish concert.

It was over as quickly as it started.

It was a really good moment and now I know it will never be there again, I'm upset because I allowed myself to be with this guy knowing it was not going anywhere. Makes me depressed because I pick horrible men.

I'm hurt because I am having a hard time loving myself.

He was very handsome, but he could never take me seriously because of who I was as a person. I messed up from day one with him and he completely decided it wasn't going anywhere.
He fucken introduced me to his brother,,, and for what?! I don't know, and I never will.

Tomorrow.... it will pass.

Still sick, I wonder when it will be over. 
I am going to go to a friends party tomorrow! I can't wait!
I am so happy and tired already lol.
I should not go but I feel I must because I'm still depressed
Can't take back my invitation now.
Get to go out with friends, from high school days. :D
You, me, anyone would have a great time there.
Out I will go, out in a daze lol.
Of all days, though, it had to be when I'm sick.
My outfit will be AMAZING, I will be so flawless.
Head will hurt the next day but oh well.