Moment

For three weeks I was in heaven hanging out with a guy, he was everything I was looking for in a guy. Well not exactly, but he was down to go places.

Well, yesterday he decided our fling was over, even though yesterday we were having a blast at a Spanish concert.

It was over as quickly as it started.

It was a really good moment and now I know it will never be there again, I'm upset because I allowed myself to be with this guy knowing it was not going anywhere. Makes me depressed because I pick horrible men.

I'm hurt because I am having a hard time loving myself.

He was very handsome, but he could never take me seriously because of who I was as a person. I messed up from day one with him and he completely decided it wasn't going anywhere.
He fucken introduced me to his brother,,, and for what?! I don't know, and I never will.